"If we turn our heads and look away and hope that it will all disappear then they will - all of them, an entire generation of people. And we will have only history left to judge us."

- George Clooney
April 30, 2006, Washington




1984 - Chapter 08: Mixed Emotions

Author: Daniels_Girl
Genre: General
Rating: G
Score: 4.84848  
Story: Harry left Ginny heading off to her class by herself. He was watching her
leave when James came up and stood beside him.
"Beauty, isn't she?" he asked with a grin and his arms crossed. He was
leaning slightly towards Harry as he spoke.
"So, you're pretty good friends with her, hey?" James asked.
"Friends? I guess you could say that." He didn't want to mention the fact
that he was madly in love with her.
"That's great. Hey, I'll catch up with you later, alright?" he said, smiling
and giving Harry a slight smack on the bicep.
Harry watched as his dad approached his girlfriend. Although he knew Ginny
would never cheat on him, especially with his dad, he couldn't help but feel jealous. However, he brushed off the feeling and set off to his destination.
When he entered the dungeons for Potions class, he saw Lily already set up
with all her ingredients ready, and her cauldron burning. Harry looked around and decided to seat himself next to her.
"Hi," he said with a gentle smile as he sat down.
She looked excited at the fact that he chose to sit with her, but contained it
quickly with a slightly harsh, "Hello," followed by, "How are you this morning?"
Harry was just opening his mouth to reply when James came up, turned his
chair around so the back was against the desk, and sat down.
"Hey Carter, Evans," Harry looked at him, confused by the name 'Carter' but
then retrieved the memory of telling the Marauders about his last name being
Carter, to save with confusion of calling himself Potter.
Lily rolled her eyes, "Good morning James." she said without looking up.
"So, Carter, I was thinking of meeting Ginny for lunch. What d'you think?"
Harry looked up so quickly and ferociously, that he cricked his neck. James
had a cunning smile on his face. "I thought you'd like it." He leaned in a bit closer, "So here's what I'm gonna do."
He pulled out a piece of parchment and wrote out his thoughts. He then gave
a flick of his wand and muttered a few words. The parchment fluttered up and
shook, it then dropped off the excess pieces it didn't need, and folded itself into an origami butterfly.
"Ginny Weasley, History of Magic." James said. The butterfly then turned to
him, did a little flip in the air to show it understood, and fluttered out the door.
James turned to Harry and winked. Harry stared blankly.
"I call it Postfly. Now hopefully she'll return with an answer from the
beauty herself.” Harry could only stare some more.
'No, Ginny would never ever cheat one me. It's all part of the plan. Just a
plan.' He reassured himself.
"Yeah, hopefully." He managed to say. He then shifted uncomfortably as
Professor Slughorn waddled in.
"Good morning class. Just continue on the potions you were working on last day." He then sat down at his desk and graded tests.
Harry turned to Lily, "Will you help me?"
James peeked over Harry's side and said, "Yeah Evans, ’lil help?"
She only scowled, but James was oblivious to it, for just at that moment, Sirius had shown up, followed by Lupin and Pettigrew.
Harry felt sudden hate at the site of Wormtail, but suppressed his rage and
turned back to Lily.
"So, do I add the Peeksfane, or the Attlescrow?" Harry asked, grabbing each
ingredient as he said its name. Lily couldn't help but giggle at his total befuddlement.
"Here, give it to me. I'll fix it." She said in a much friendlier tone that
she had used before.
She grasped the Attlescrow and poured a pinch of it into Harry's cauldron.
The potion turned a mesmerizing green, which shone brightly into both Lily's
and Harry's eyes, making each of them a brighter green than before.
Lily looked at Harry with complete admiration. As uncomfortable as he was,
he returned and astonishingly handsome smile.
The Marauders were engaged in conversation and Harry couldn't help but
eavesdrop.
"Tonight there's a full moon. I suggest that we-"
"Use the one-eyed witch passageway." Harry said, without knowing that he did so.
The all looked at him. He then realized what he did and he froze. "I mean- that- well," He stuttered. "That's where I'd put a secret passageway if I were to make one." He covered up.
"Harry, let me show you this," James said, pulling out a fairly sized piece of parchment.
"The Marauders Map," Harry said, once again without knowing. He then gave
himself a mental smack in the face by imagining someone hitting him.
"Uh, yeah, how'd you-" James said, giving a confused look to the other three. "Hey, Harry, how's about coming with us tonight? Are you an Animagus?"
"No," said Harry, curious of what was to come.
"Well, you will be today. Meet us at the one-eyed witch passage after second
period."
Just then the origami butterfly arrived at James' desk. He read through it and smiled something great. Harry grabbed the note and read it. Ginny agreed to meet James for lunch. Harry smiled at the fact the plan was working. James then hopped over to Sirius' desk and in his absence, a paper aeroplane knocked Harry in the head and fell on the table in front of him.
He flattened it out and the message lifted his spirits when he saw the hand writing. He read through every word with caution. As soon as he read the last word he pounced upwards.
Lily looked at him, astonished by his actions.
"I have to go," he said to her, then to Slughorn, "I don't feel good
Professor, I need to be excused to the hospital wing."
Slughorn barely looked up from his desk, muttered something and gave a wave
of 'be off'.
Harry hurried out of the dungeons and up the winding staircase. "Harry,"
He snapped around. Lily was standing before him. "You forgot your bag." She handed him his pack. Their hands touched. There was a moment in which neither of them said a word. Lily slowly started moving closer to him.
She was just about to place her lips on his.
"Okay, great, thanks. I'll see you later." And Harry rushed out of the area, leaving Lily embarrassed and confused.
He raced to the Entrance Hall, still jittering from what had just happened. He'd be scarred for life.
When he entered the hall, he saw Ginny leaning against the wall, awaiting his arrival. He couldn't help but give a sigh of relief.
"Hello there, stranger," Harry said.
Ginny looked up and smiled. "Hey, how was your first class?"
"Eventful," Harry said truthfully. He opened his arms and she pranced up to him and hugged him. They simply held each other for a moment.
"Aww, what good friends,"
Harry looked around to see James with a semi- jealous look plastered on his face. "Lets break early for lunch shall we, Gin? Hey Carter, don't forget: one eyed witch after second period." he said with a wink.
Ginny gave Harry a look of curiosity, and he returned it with a reassuring one. They trailed off outside and left Harry there alone.
He decided to wait for lunch to start in the Great Hall. He only had to wait ten minutes before the bell sounded. As soon as Lily entered, she made eye contact with Harry, but quickly looked away.
"Lily!" Harry called after her. "I saved a seat for you." She bashfully paced over.
"Hey, thanks for giving my bag back," he said, piling some lunch onto his
plate as she sat down. "It really meant a lot to me." He smiled a gentle smile at her and then decided to eat.
She slowly got some food, but didn't say anything. Harry realized that she
was embarrassed; he would be too, so he continued as though nothing had happened. In
time she felt she had her voice back. They continued the lunch with a great conversation about anything that popped into their heads.
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Reviews
...Fred's Girl...
Your awesome!
Taylor toll
as I have been saying, wonderful
AcidPops
awwwww...poor lily lol
Skylar B.
I agree w/ acid poor lily
None Twinny90
pleeease dont fall for your mum harryyy
hermione's loyal twin
this is so freaky friday
Gloria
there's more confusion now... love it, gurl
Half Blood Outcast
LOve the way you switch from Harry to ginny to explain what happened. I really hope Harry doesn't do anything dimwitted with his mum though that would scar me for life as well as Harry. Still think you should send this to Rowling.
harrylover
saved urself w/ that story. LOVED IT!!!!!!!! cant wait to read the next one! :-)
KazSmurph
Getting even funnier, cnt wait to read the rest!!!
I_love_HP
i've been reading this and this has beent he best fanfiction i have read yet, nice use of discription if i may say so myself, and you really devoloped the characters, your so good that i saw the story before my eyes! keep up the good work!
I_love_HP
i've just submitted my first fanfiction like an hour ago, if it appears anywhere tell me i'd love to see what others think, by the way it's only the first chapter.
I_love_HP
i've been reading this and this has beent he best fanfiction i have read yet, nice use of discription if i may say so myself, and you really devoloped the characters, your so good that i saw the story before my eyes! keep up the good work!
bonitachica
i feel lilys pain. sometimes boys just dont get it! Great story! Harry actions are TOTALLY believable! You've captured the essence of him. but still why isn't he hesitant around Ginny? he has trouble with girls, right? I love the story! gotta read the rest!
lena Lovegood
EXCELLENT!!! I'm so glad that harry is friends with the Marauderers! Hmm... I wonder if he will come across Snape while he's back in time, that would be interesting. Great Work!
Alicia Renee Davis Glass
I really like the way you're able to make Harry go from the Harry we know to the Harry Carter' inthe book
x-elixia-x
good (i really enjoy your writing ) but a little gross, even if lily doesn't know harrys her son... well done though
Siriusly in love
oh no! harry has to break his mothers heart!? NO!!!!!!!..... oh god i really wish there was someone like james... :daydreams: brilliant story!!!!!!!!!!
fulatalent
Alright i just want you to know that it was about 3 AM when I read this and it was able to keep me awake. It was very interesting story, I thought that the concept of Harry and his mother was a great idea. I would only sugest to keep on writing!GREAT JOB!!
Ruby Sky
too bad harry has to break her heart:(
mizz.3li
ew. I find it disturbing that he almost kissed his MOM! but otherwise.. AMAzING
None MrsRingoPotter
HAHAHAHAHA! I am laughing my head off at the fact that Harry and Lily almost kissed! And poor Harry, he knows everything without the gang knowing that he knows them, so we all know that Harry knows that they would be confused, yet he forgets that he's not supposed to know what just James and co. know. know what I mean?
MrsRingoPotter
oops, forgot to score again
None MrsRingoPotter
HAHAHAHAHA! I am laughing my head off at the fact that Harry and Lily almost kissed! And poor Harry, he knows everything without the gang knowing that he knows them, so we all know that Harry knows that they would be confused, yet he forgets that he's not supposed to know what just James and co. know. know what I mean?
mrs felton
OMG! lily and harry! thats so funny!
Miracle 6
double please TWinny 90
Kailey Thompson
harry came really close 2 kissing his mom
K.Lupin
it's sorta sweet but freaky; Lily has a crush on her son! i still love it! really good writing!! you are really good at this! fantastic ideas and storylines!
JM Troemel
Got to say really good. i love this story line.
123ULookSoFineIReallyMakeYouMine
her heart has been demoished hahaha aweh are u still writing more chapters cause this could be puplished if you lengthened it out a bit more awesome mate five out of five here
V's Girl
I LOVE THE STORY. LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT.
alex montez
thats oine is awsome! i read some of these things any they are really cool and interesting. you are a really good writer, you should publish ypour own book. that would be neet.
None lekhaa nair
AWESOME!!!! DUNNO HOW U DO IT..... :)
None dan-radcliffe's-girlfriend
you aer a really good writer. pure talent. i think your story is awsome keep on writing!!!!!!!!!!
dan-radcliffe's-girlfriend
sorry forgot to give you a 5
None dan-radcliffe's-girlfriend
you aer a really good writer. pure talent. i think your story is awsome keep on writing!!!!!!!!!!
Lenin Lovegood
wow wow wow. u r very good at this missy. one thing tho, lily seems a bit young-ish. i mean she should be sixteen right? i get that she's shy an all, but id like so see her coming across as slightly more mature. that said, u r extremely talented and have me glooed to my screen. snaps for you
Lenin Lovegood
dont wana be a killjoy, but just one other thing.. howcome everybody just accepts that there are 2 new people added to the respective classes? i mean its clear that they know they are new (as introductions are made), but y arent there questions as to y they're only arriving at hogwarts a few years after they are suppose to (i.e. from year 1). besides all this you are a good writer and can be even better with a bit more planning. snaps for you
luvmalfoy
Great! The best one yet!








 
 
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