A/N:: Alright, here we are! The ever-important chapter 25!! I'm sorry for the 3 month, 2 day long wait. But, the chapter is here, ain't it?
Also, at 7,400 words, 14 pages on word, this is the longest chapter yet!! Yay!! I would like to thank Lizzie (GryffindorBabexhott) and Padfooty (a friend from HPFF) for simply reading the excerpts I gave them and helping me through writer's block - thanks guys! 
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Chapter 25
Through the Lover’s Eyes Falling. Harry was falling down. The thing was he wasn’t falling, to wherever he was falling to, very fast. No, Harry was falling at a nice, slow pace; he could’ve been floating down. Where he was floating to, he didn’t know. He didn’t know where he was, or how he got there. He couldn’t see anything, either, of course, that could’ve been because Harry’s eyes were shut, which it was.
Or so he thought. Who knew? Maybe Harry’s eyes were open but there was nothing to see. Maybe, wherever Harry was, there was no need for eyes…
Then, with no warning, he hit something. What was it? It certainly felt solid. Against his hands, it felt solid and soft, like carpet, definitely not the dungeon floor. And yet, when he fell, there was no hard impact, as if he weighed nothing.
Still unsure of where he was, or what happened, he kept his eyes squeezed shut. Until he heard exclamations, at which point he slowly opened his eyes to see blurred figures above him, as though he had just woken up from a long sleep. He saw a halo of red around one figure and the first thought in his mind was Ginny. But then, in his minds eye, he saw Ginny’s limp form on the potion classroom’s floor. Where was he? What happened? All he could remember was Ginny lying there on the stone floor.
“Ginny,” he croaked out, searching for answers.
And then he heard it. A loud, bark-like laugh, a sound he hadn’t heard in two years.
*
Out on the grounds, the battle continued to rage. No one knew what had been happening in the Potions dungeon – not yet at least. People still fought, the Dark and Light sides clashing explosively.
Suddenly, there was a loud bang, coming from the castle that seemed to stop all the battles across the grounds. Then, everyone was pushed a few feet backwards by an invisible force that also seemed to come from the castle.
Ron and Hermione, who had been fighting Dolohov and Amycus, stopped and looked at each other.
“You don’t think…” Ron trailed off.
Hermione glanced towards the castle, eyes wide. “T-that always happens whenever a H-Ho-Horcrux is destroyed.”
Ron nodded. He too looked at the beloved castle, before opening his mouth to speak. However, whatever Ron wanted to say was drowned out by an ethereal, high pitched scream that rang out across the grounds. It too came from the castle.
Then there was silence. All battles had stopped, and everyone was staring at the castle, looks of shock and confusion evident on most everyone’s faces. Hermione looked like she would burst into tears. The bang, the unseen force, it could only mean a Horcrux had been destroyed… which meant that Harry was…
The eerie quiet didn’t last though. The scream had only ended seconds before, although it was still echoing in everyone’s ears, but a new sound broke through the stillness. Many cries sounded: cries of pain. Ron and Hermione glanced around to see all the Death Eaters clutching their left forearms – where their Dark Marks were. They could see on the faces, of all the Death Eaters who had lost their masks, intense pain.
As some of the Death Eaters dropped to the ground in their pain, others even fainted, a few Light fighters, like Ron, Hermione, Remus, and others walked cautiously to the castle. They split up inside the castle, looking for the source of the sound. Eventually Hermione along with Ron wandered into the Potion’s classroom. Although they didn’t see a dark cloaked figure sweeping out from the room, clutching his left arm.
Ron paled and Hermione let out a loud shriek that sent several running in the direction of the sound. No one could blame Hermione for running over to one of the figures and dropping to her knees, crying out, tears falling down her face. Ron looked around the room and spotted the red of Ginny’s hair and rushed towards his sister. From where he crouched next to his sister, he looked around. His brow furrowed as he saw Wormtail’s obviously dead body.
It wasn’t long before others came as well. Many had similar reactions to Hermione’s. For, laying at the front of the room was Voldemort, stiff on the ground, his red eyes pale and staring ahead. Across from the evil wizard, Hermione kneeled next to Harry, laying much like Voldemort, his green eyes lifeless. Harry Potter and Lord Voldemort were dead.
*
He shut his eyes at that sound, clenched them shut. That laugh had been so familiar – so achingly familiar. It couldn’t be Sirius, could it? No… No, it wasn’t, Sirius was dead. But… What if… What if he, Harry, was dead? Harry squeezed his eyes shut tighter. He tried to sit up, but fell back onto the soft ground – or whatever it was. Keeping his eyes closed, he exhaled slowly, calming himself. At least he knew that if he was dead, then he must’ve completed his plan.
Harry tried again to sit up and managed to. He blinked a few times and shook his head to clear it, which also made his vision less blurry. His hands once more cautiously felt the carpet-like ground beneath him. He looked down to find that his vision confirmed what he had earlier thought, he was indeed sitting on carpet, white, plush carpet.
Then he heard it again. The distinct laugh that had come from his late Godfather, but now words, sputtered through the laughing, came as well.
“Ginny? Ginny Weasley? What is it with Potters and red-heads?” Sirius was laughing quite hard.
Harry kept his gaze on the carpet, though. He couldn’t bring himself to look up at Sirius. After what seemed like forever, Sirius sobered, although he still chuckled a few times, muttering words about ‘Potters and their red-heads’.
Slowly, cautiously, Harry lifted his head. He felt as though he had been punched in the gut, and sucked in a breath of air as he caught sight of… him… Sirius. Sirius was sitting near Harry. It was the same old Sirius but, he looked… different. He no longer held the gaunt look that Azkaban had given the ex-convict. His grey eyes were sparkling with mirth and he looked, to put it simply, happy.
Harry felt his eyes grow wet as he quietly asked, as though he needed confirmation, “Sirius?”
Sirius chuckled and responded, “Hey Kiddo.”
If Sirius was planning to say anything else, he would’ve been cut off by Harry who threw his arms around the older man, embracing him in a hug. Harry held on to Sirius tightly, so happy to see his Godfather again. He had to force back tears that were trying to escape his eyes. He hadn’t seen Sirius in two years and now here they were, hugging.
“So… Ginny Weasley, eh?” Sirius said teasingly, as they pulled away.
Harry blushed and was going to reply when he saw the red he had noticed earlier out of the corner of his eyes. He turned so he could see what that red thing was. He gasped and, like when he saw Sirius, he felt like all the air had left him and he gulped, trying to regain his breath. If he had been shocked seeing Sirius… well then this was something much, much greater than shock.
For there, sitting in front of Harry, was none other than his parents: James and Lily Potter. A million emotions seemed to course through Harry as he stared, unabashedly, at his parents. His breathing evened out as the shock lessened, but only a bit because he still had trouble believing that his parents were there after all this time. His parents were in front of him.
Harry felt an undeniable longing to hug his parents, to feel them, take them in, and here they were in front of him, within his reach for the first time that he could ever remember. It seemed too surreal. He was ecstatic to see his parents, yet sad that he had never seen them before. He was still surprised that they were actually there, but he felt, oddly, as though he had been expecting this. He was angry that his parents had been taken away from his so young, though he was calm now that he was looking at them.
Overall, Harry felt like a giant mass of contradictions that didn’t seem to make much since to him right then. None of that, however, mattered, because he just sat there, taking in his parents, all sense of time completely lost on him. He wanted to desperately hug them, to get to know then, but he couldn’t help but just to stare at them, to truly take in their appearance.
His mum… she was just like he always imagined, just like in the few pictures he had of her. She had long auburn hair, not as fiery a red as Ginny’s, but darker. She had large, almond shaped emerald eyes – his eyes. His mum’s lips were curved up in a smile and she had a relaxed, peaceful look on her face.
Then there was his dad… he too was just as he had always pictured, like in the pictures he had of James, most times standing with the Marauders, of course. Anyway, his dad looked just like him, his jet black hair also stuck up, untamable. He wore the same round, wire-framed glasses. The glasses did nothing to hid James’ eyes which seemed to sparkle and shine with mischief and happiness. His thin lips were also curved into a wide, infectious smile.
After looking at his dad, Harry found himself smiling as well, his eyes extremely moist, as he launched himself at his mum, all other inhibitions forgotten in the tidal wave of emotions overcoming him. He wrapped his arms around his mum, and he buried his face in her shoulder, her hair tickled his face.
Lily hugged Harry back and he felt the complete warmth that he always thought hugging his mum would be like. He noticed that his mum smelled of lavender and vanilla – perfect. The tears that he had tried so hard to hold back earlier could no longer be contained. They flowed from his eyes, splashing onto his Lily’s hair as she rubbed his back and whispered comforting words.
“Oh, come on, Lils! Don’t hog him,” James’ voice broke through Harry and Lily’s quiet moment.
Harry pulled away from his mum as she scowled, though not really meaning it. He then lunged at his dad, who laughed warmly as he hugged Harry back. James, Harry noted, smelled a bit like mint and fresh air. He mentally made sure to imprint his dad and mum’s scent as well as the memory of hugging them forever in his mind. He smiled inwardly at the feeling of hugging his dad, although tears continued to fall from his eyes.
Eventually, he pulled away, his face wet with the salty tears that had fallen previously. He gave his parents a watery smile.
“Mum… Dad,” he managed to croak out before he hugged them both again, tightly.
As Harry held onto his parents, not willing to let them both go, he wondered at the amazing feeling that had come from simply saying ‘Mum and Dad’. He was filled with inexplicable warmth and loved the contented feeling that flowed through his body. And still, he held his parents close, as he started again to cry, not really caring at that moment because he was hugging his parents. He didn’t want to let them go, he was scared that if he did, they would leave and he would never again get this chance. He wanted to, like he thought earlier, burn the moment into his mind. He relished in holding his parents and the satisfaction and warmth they evoked. These were his parents… his parents.
Finally, after several long, joyous minutes, Harry pulled away, sniffling. He swiped at his face, wiping away the stray tears on his cheeks and the wet tracks down his face. He rubbed at his red eyes, now that he was out of his parents arms, he felt slightly embarrassed for crying so openly. It wasn’t something he did often.
“Sorry,” he murmured quietly, feeling like he should apologize for his emotional display.
Lily put a hand on his face, cupping his cheek lovingly, like a mother would. “Don’t be sorry, darling, it’s okay to cry. You’ve been through so much; you need not be ashamed of showing your feelings.”
James put a hand on Harry’s shoulder as well. “We’re proud of you son, so proud.”
Harry smiled at his parents again, his heart overflowing. If saying ‘Mum and Dad’ had had been amazing, well this, having his parents touching him, comforting him, acting as all parents should… well that was indescribable.
So, they sat there, Harry with Lily and James across from him. It was a perfect family moment, Harry’s first ever one, he knew he would always remember and cherish it. The family of three was so consumed in their moment that they didn’t notice, or pay any attention to the fourth person in the room.
Sirius sighed theatrically, causing Lily, James, and Harry to look over at him. He grinned cheekily and said, “Family you got to love ‘em, because you’re stuck with ‘em!”
“Sirius!” Lily exclaimed, leaning over and smacking his shoulder.
“Well, no one was paying any attention to me. I could’ve dropped a bomb in here and you would still be all wrapped up in your lovey-dovey family gushiness!”
Lily gaped at him. “Do you even realize how idiotic you sound? ‘Lovey-dovey family gushiness’? Did you learn anything in school?”
“Hey! I resent that, I’ll have you know that I am very smart,” Sirius responded.
James and Harry were laughing at Lily and Sirius’ banter; they both knew neither of them really meant anything by it. After a while, everyone calmed down and a comfortable silence fell when a thought occurred to Harry.
“So I’m really… dead?” Harry asked, he had never really truly realized it, with the excitement of his parents and Sirius.
Lily went into mothering mode instantly. “Yes sweetie, you are,” she soothed, “but don’t worry, you’re taking it better than ‘lovey-dovey’ over there. He was nearly hysterical.” She nodded towards Sirius to explain he was who she meant.
“I was not!” Sirius said defensively.
“Sorry to say it Padfoot, but you were,” James said in a mock-upset tone, as though Sirius had failed him.
Lily laughed, “I don’t think you of all people should be talking James.”
“What? You’re supposed to defend me!” James cried.
“Yeah, and what about you, Lilykins? Jamsie here told me how you reacted,” Sirius teased.
“Okay, okay, I get it. None of us responded well to finding out we were dead, alright? Now please boys, act your age, your setting a bad example for Harry,” Lily replied, trying to be stern, but the corners of her mouth kept twitching upwards.
The three turned to Harry, who had been watching the exchange between the adults amusedly. They all smiled as they saw him laughing quite hard.
*
Harry quickly learned how alike and different the Land of the Dead – a form of Heaven – and Land of the Living – earth – were. Time passed quite differently. What might be seconds on earth would be days here. While he spent what felt like days talking with his parents and Sirius, trading stories, relaxing without a care, on earth only a few seconds had passed. That was probably why you felt like you were dead for an eternity. In truth however, there really was no time in the Land of the Dead, it just felt like time was passing.
The Land of the Dead, his mum explained, was whatever you wanted it to be. If you pictured Heaven as a giant Quidditch Pitch, then that was what it would be (James had sighed dreamily then). Lily and James pictured their Heaven as their home in Godric’s Hollow so, that’s what it became, and when Sirius died, he joined them there.
Their Heaven was just like earth: they ate, slept, had emotions, and even felt things. They could eat even though they really didn’t have to, but they still had the senses like taste, so that they could eat. It was that way because that was how Lily and James thought of it. In their Heaven though, you didn’t age, so Lily and James were the same age they were when they died.
Harry enjoyed the Land of the Dead, very much so. He finally got to truly experience what it was like to have a family, and he loved it. Nothing could ever be easy for Harry though, because something was, of course, bothering him. He couldn't stop thinking of those he had left behind: Ginny, Ron, Hermione, the Weasley’s, Remus, and all the others.
Most especially Ginny, he realized a few days (or so it felt) after he died. Whenever he looked at anything red, like his mum’s hair, the pillows on the couch in the living room, his bedroom walls and others, he would immediately be reminded of Ginny. It would always be accompanied by a strong feeling of nostalgia. He loved being here with his parents and Sirius, but he missed Ginny so much, it was as if a part of him was missing. He wasn’t sure how much longer he could stand being without her before he finally cracked.
Looking at his mum reminded him of Ginny, yes, but even worse were the photographs. His parents had pictures of the two of them together on the walls, on tables, on the mantelpiece – everywhere. What bothered him about that were the striking similarities between James and Lily and himself and Ginny. In the pictures of James and Lily, placed generously throughout the house, if Lily’s hair was a lighter red colour, and gave her brown eyes, it was like looking at Ginny. For James, give him green eyes and the infamous lightening scar, and he was practically a clone of Harry. That was all that had to be done to be looking at Harry and Ginny look-a-likes; it even was a bit creepy to Harry – the close resemblance.
Walking through any room it was like looking at him and Ginny, but he wasn’t, and he knew it. As much as he enjoyed his time here, he couldn’t help but wish he had his Ginny back, or was with her again.
Wait – what? My Ginny? When did she become my Ginny? He thought.
She’s always been my Ginny. Another voice in his mind – which sounded oddly like Hermione – responded.
I’ve just now realized it, probably because she’s not here. Besides, I love her… don’t I? Of course I love her! I know that. But my Ginny? That sounds a bit… possessive. Maybe, but I can’t deny that that’s what I feel, right? Well… no. Harry shook his head to clear it. He was having conversations with himself. Last time he did that it was during Bill and Fleur’s wedding. That mental talk was also about Ginny. He chuckled quietly, he certainly thought about Ginny a lot.
Harry then sighed as he looked out upon the yard, as he was out on the porch. In this Heaven place, his parents and Sirius had a small cottage that had a front porch, complete with a porch swing. It had a gate around the house with a small stone pathway to the porch steps. There was a small garden in the front, but another, larger one in the back. He sat on the swing, watching the slowly setting sky.
The large, blood-red, sun was halfway hidden by the horizon. The blue sky had a pink tinge where the red, mixed with yellow, rays of sun met and meshed seamlessly with the blue, creating a soft pink horizon. A few wispy lengths of clouds stretched across the multi-coloured sky, though none reached the sun. He could even see a shadow of the moon slowly rising. The sight was breathtaking, and brought a peaceful sensation along with it, that calmed Harry.
Whenever he was alone like this, his mind drifted to the young redhead that stole his heart, her family, and Hermione. When he was with Sirius and his parents, though, they kept him distracted with stories of their own Hogwarts days. Now, however, when he was alone again, his mind was on the Weasley’s and Hermione.
Ginny… was she okay, after everything that had happened? Where was she? How was she taking his death? And what about, Hermione, Ron, and the rest of the Weasley’s? Did they all survive, were they hurt? If they were, then how badly?
All of those questions and similar ones, regarding the Order of the Phoenix, and Dumbledore’s Army, spun through Harry’s head. He wanted to know what had happened to all his friends, classmates, and teachers. Then, a panic-stricken thought occurred to Harry: what if his plan hadn’t worked? What if Voldemort had survived? What would become of the Wizarding World? Maybe something went wrong and now Harry was dead, not able to do anything, and his friends were now stuck with the still remaining Dark Lord.
Harry put his head in his hands and sighed, thinking.
I’m getting ahead of myself. I don’t know that Voldemort is still alive – for all I know, he could be dead. But still, the want, the need to know was suffocating. He wished he could just see them, hear them, and know that they were all okay. That, however, was impossible because he, Harry, was dead, and they were alive. He took a few deep, slow breaths, relaxing slightly.
He continued to swing there in the relative silence, until he heard a loud creak from the door. He shot up and immediately reached into his pocket for his wand, although it wasn’t there. Realizing that no harm would come to him here, he relaxed and looked towards the door to see Sirius walking out onto the porch. He slowly sat back down on the swing.
“Hey there, Kiddo. Mind if I sit?” Sirius asked as he approached.
Harry shook his head and gestured to the swing. “No, go ahead.”
They swung before the setting sun in a relaxed quiet, neither speaking, willing to break the peaceful spell. Harry’s eyes traveled back up to the red sun and again he was strongly reminded of Ginny. He wished that Ginny were here with him, sitting in front of the brilliant sunset. They could spend just hours looking at the ruby red sun falling, holding hands, no words spoken. What he would give for that, to be back with her. But no matter how much he wished, he couldn’t change the fact that it was Sirius sitting here with him, not Ginny.
“It’s funny.” As Harry spoke, his voice had a bitter tint to it. “Just a few months ago I would’ve given anything to be with you. Now… now, I would give anything to be back home… with Ginny,” Harry whispered the last part, which he hadn’t meant to say aloud.
“You miss her, Ginny.” It wasn’t a question, but more of a statement.
Harry nodded. “Yeah, I do. I miss her and everyone else… Ron, Hermione, Mr. and Mrs. Weasley, Remus…” he trailed off.
“I know what you mean. When I first came here, I was so happy to see Lily and James again. But after I had been here a few days, I started to miss you and Remus a lot.”
“No matter what I do, it feels like I can’t stop seeing things that remind me of her. I keep thinking about her, except when I’m talking to you, Mum, and Dad. I wish I knew that she was okay.”
Sirius did not need to ask who she was, he knew it was Ginny – who else would it be? He gripped Harry’s shoulder empathetically. “It’s alright Kiddo; I was the same way with you and Remus. It all worked out, though, when I was able to see you guys, it really-“
Sirius was cut off by Harry. “What? You go to see us? How?” his eyes were wide, surprised.
“Didn’t we tell you?” At the shake of Harry’s head, he continued. “Oh, well, you know that T.V. in the living room? Well, it actually allows you to watch people back in the Land of the Living, that’s why we have it. You can look upon anyone you want, it’s really easy. Just put your hand on the screen and say the name of the person you want to see – it works kind of like a penseive – and it’ll show you flashes of what is happening in the person’s life.”
Harry bolted up from the swing, and without another word to Sirius, ran into the house. Sirius, still surprised by Harry’s reaction, got up and followed him.
Harry had walked into the living room, just as James and Lily did. They looked confused by his hurried movements. As Sirius walked into the room, they looked to him for an answer to Harry’s behavior.
“I guess he didn’t know about the T.V., I told him about it,” Sirius said with a shrug.
A look of understanding came across Lily’s face and she nodded. Walking up to Harry, she put a hand on his shoulder. “Harry, are you sure you want to do this? You don’t know what you’ll see.”
“I’m sure, I need to know what happened,” Harry responded, looking at his mum.
“I realize that, Harry but you need to be sure that you know that no matter how much you want to, you can’t go back to them. You’re dead; you can’t go back to the Land of the Living, regardless of what you may see.”
He gave her a reassuring smile as he saw her worried face. “Don’t worry, I know that. I’ll be fine, Mum.”
Taking a deep breath, Harry walked in front of the muggle T.V. placed on a table in front of the living room couch. He placed the palm of his hand on the screen. Swallowing his fear at what he would see, he took another deep breath and spoke.
“Ginny Weasley.”
*
Harry felt himself falling again. He squeezed his eyes shut, like he had done before, and waited to land. He finally did and had to pick himself up from the ground, eyes still closed. He could see a bright flash of light through his eyelids. Standing, he brought up all his courage to open his eyes and see where he was. He did so, and blinked furiously before his vision cleared. Looking around, he saw himself on Hogwarts grounds.
He spotted Dumbledore’s tomb, the white marble shining, and wondered why he was there. It wasn’t that hard to figure out, though, when a minute later; he saw a large, marble tombstone that was the same white a Dumbledore’s tomb. There was a large pile of dirt, obviously just placed, over where he assumed someone was buried. There was a long line of people, all placing things against the grave, speaking quietly, and then walking away.
Looking around the crowd, he saw several chairs placed, on either sides of the line. A funeral had just ended, obviously. He recognized a lot of Hogwarts students. Then, at the end of the line, he saw a group of redheads – the Weasleys (along with Hermione). A sense of dread coming over him, he walked closer to the gravestone and, sure enough, engraved were the words:
HARRY JAMES POTTER
July 31, 1980 – May 13, 1998
He lost his life for a noble cause, to save us all, a true hero until the end Harry gasped as he realized he was watching the Hermione and the Weasley’s after his funeral. He walked up to them, and gazed at them. They were all crying, Hermione’s head on Ron’s shoulder as they slowly walked forward, as the line lessened. Ginny was in the back, behind all of them. Her head was bowed, her hair covering her face. Harry wanted so badly to reach out, to touch her, but he couldn’t. An unbidden image of her, hanging from shackles against the dungeon wall came forth in his mind; he shook his head to clear it away.
So, Harry stood, and walked slowly, alongside Hermione and the Weasleys as they got closer and closer to his grave, until finally, they were upon it. He watched as they all approached it, Mr. and Mrs. Weasley first, then Bill and Fleur, then Charlie and Percy, Fred and George next. Ron and Hermione kneeled in front of his tombstone, and spoke soft, whispered words. Harry felt his eyes grow wet as he watched his two best friends, crying and mourning his death. And then Ginny came. The rest of them were off to the side, as Ginny approached slowly.
Ginny fell to her knees, after she came to stop. She looked up at his name, and Harry finally got a clear view of her face. His heart leapt painfully as he saw the streaks of tears on her cheeks, her pale face, and the dark circles under her eyes. She placed a single white lily – her favourite flower – among all the other flowers and notes, as tears ran silently down her freckled cheeks.
Sniffing, she reached up a trembling hand and traced his name with her fingers. “Forever and Always,” she whispered softly. “Y-you said t-th-that y-you’d come b-back. You p-promised m-me that you w-would l-live.” Ginny spoke softly, as her voice quivered and eventually broke, her hand falling to the ground.
She dropped her chin to her chest as hard sobs broke through her frail frame, tears dropping to the ground, over and over again. Harry could hear her muttering ‘Forever and Always’ again and again to herself. His heart broke as he watched her.
Bill and Charlie came and helped Ginny to her feet. Harry watched, and as they walked away, the scene gradually faded away.
*
When the next scene appeared, along with a bright flash of light, Harry found himself in an all too familiar house: the Burrow. Looking to the wall on his left, he saw the reliable Weasley Clock, complete with all the Weasleys on it, and every name was pointing to the word ‘Home’. As though someone had turned on a volume switch, he suddenly heard voices coming from the kitchen.
He walked in to find all the Weasleys, Hermione, Remus, and Tonks all gathered around the kitchen table. Instead of the normal hustle and bustle, it was rather quiet and solemn, and he found the stark contrast from the Burrow’s normal commotion slightly unnerving. He gazed around at all their faces, studying each of them. Seeing how quiet and desolate the Burrow seemed, he wondered how long ago his funeral had been. Almost as if answering his question, he saw a muggle calendar on the wall – something he figured Hermione must’ve put there – and noticed the date to be May, 30th. Since he knew that he died on May, 14th, he assumed it was a couple weeks since his funeral.
Harry continued to study all the faces of the people gathered, Hermione, Ron, Remus, still wearing the same old shabby robes, and Tonks, her hair a short, mousy brown (he supposed she wasn’t wearing the usual shocking pink due to his death). Then, his eyes fell on Ginny. She looked tired and depressed, her hair not as vibrant a red, her skin pale, dark circles still under her eyes, and she even looked like she had lost some weight.
Harry was so consumed watching Ginny that he didn’t catch the comment George, or maybe it was Fred, made and all the laughing that followed – the tense silence that had previously been there was no more. He did, however, notice Ginny’s reaction. She stared at George for a minute, her face pained, before dashing from the kitchen, and out the front door. Harry stood there, wondering what George had said, as Mrs. Weasley immediately stood to follow Ginny.
Hermione intervened, though, “No, Mrs. Weasley, I’ll go see her.”
Mrs. Weasley looked rather reluctant, but nodded nonetheless.
Harry followed Hermione as she walked towards the door. The two of them, though Hermione had no idea that Harry was there with her, walked out into the moonlit night. Harry spotted Ginny sitting in what he had (after the Easter break) often called ‘their spot’: she was sitting on the grass, in front of a large willow tree, which rested next to the Burrow’s small pond. She was in fact sitting in the exact same place where she had been lying when Harry promised his love to her.
“Ginny?” Hermione’s tone was soft and hesitant. “Are you okay?”
She and Harry approached Ginny, who looked to be lost in thought. But when Hermione sat down next to her, she explained her reason for leaving the kitchen so abruptly.
“You were laughing, all of you. It’s only been two weeks, Harry was buried two weeks ago today, and you all were laughing as though nothing had happened,” Ginny said quietly.
“Ginny, I’m sorry,” Hermione replied, just as quiet, “we miss Harry too, you know. It’s just; we can’t spend the whole time so upset. Harry would want that, and you know it. If he could see us, he would hate how upset you are, he would want you to be laughing as well.”
Harry silently agreed with what Hermione said as Ginny turned her head away. She looked out on the small pond and Harry considered her closely. Her once animated, warm brown eyes were dark and depressed. They were bright, but instead of the same brightness, filled with love, they once had been, they were bright due to the tears swimming in her eyes.
Ginny whispered, her voice thick with emotion, “I understand that Hermione, but I miss him. No matter what, I can’t bring myself to laugh, to be happy, without him.” Ginny took a gulp of air before continuing, “Maybe it would just be better if I were with him once and for all.”
By then, tears were falling heavily down Ginny’s face. “Ginny, what are you talking about?” Hermione questioned, tentatively.
But Ginny was already getting up. “Goodnight, Hermione,” was all she said as she walked away towards the house, leaving an upset and anxious Hermione sitting there, just as the scene faded away and out of existence.
*
Another intense flash of light marked the next scene coming and Harry found himself inside what he recognized as Ginny’s bedroom. He looked around, trying to find a calendar, or something to tell him how long had passed since her talk with Hermione. What Ginny had said, about being with him, had really made Harry nervous. He didn’t know what she was planning to do, but it didn’t sound good.
He looked out the window in the room and saw that it was nighttime out. There was a crescent moon, and many stars twinkling outside. As his eyes traveled from the window, they fell on Ginny’s bed where, he then realized with a jolt, she was sitting. She looked much the same as she had the night before. She was sitting cross-legged, while looking closely at something in her hands. When Harry got closer, he saw that it was her wand. A forbidding feeling came as he saw her, she looked so upset, so broken, and tears were once more falling down her face.
What she said when she was talking to Hermione rang through his head and it only made him more uneasy.
“Maybe it would just be better if I were with him once and for all.” And as he watched Ginny, slowly walking to her bedside, he heard her talking quietly to herself.
“He said he would come back, that we would see each other soon. Forever and Always,” Ginny looked up to the ceiling of her room, her hair falling away from her face. “You promised Harry! You promised me, you told me that you would come back, and that everything would be okay. You promised! What happened to Forever and Always?”
She dropped her head as her anger faded and was replaced with the severe depression that had become normal to her. She kept murmuring ‘you promised, Forever and Always’ to herself. She seemed to be willing herself to do something. Harry figured out what she was going to do, but he couldn’t do anything about it.
Ginny raised her wand and looked at it again, before lowing it to her wrist. “It’ll be okay now, because I’ll be with you, Harry,” Ginny said, her voice not the normal tone Harry knew it to be.
Tears fell from her eyes and down her face, and at that moment; Harry saw the scene starting to dissolve.
No! No, Ginny, no! Harry thought wildly as just before the scene faded completely, Ginny made a slashing movement with her wand, just above her wrist, and muttered, “
Diffindo.”
*
Harry waited for the next scene to come, while it felt like the air around him was tangible; it was closing in on him, compressing him. He couldn’t breath, and he certainly couldn’t stay here. He needed to go back to earth, back to the Wizarding World, to Ginny. The thought of what Ginny had begun to do before that last scene ended was setting a blanket over Harry’s mind. Everything was foggy, he couldn’t see anything anymore, and a blind panic set in. He needed to go to her, stop her, save her. No matter how much she loved him, and missed him, he wouldn’t let her end her life.
For the fourth time, although it seemed to take much longer than all the other times, there was a bright flash of light. As he looked around, he figured out that he was at another funeral. He also realized that he was at the Burrow. He was at the same place he had been when Hermione and Ginny talked, his and Ginny’s spot. There was the same old pond, and the willow next to it, but in front of the willow was a gray tombstone.
A dreadful feeling settled in the pit of his stomach. The Weasley’s were all there, their red hair a bright shock against their black robes – except for Fleur who’s hair was the same pure white. Hermione was there as well, standing next to Ron, clinging to his hand, which she was holding.
Everyone was all openly crying, mourning, and the funeral looked to be over. Harry’s eyes scanned over the crowd of redheads (along with the brunette and blonde)… Mr. and Mrs. Weasley, Bill, Fleur, Charlie, Percy, Fred, George, Ron, Hermione… but… where was…
No… no… no! He shook his head violently as his eyes watered suddenly. It couldn’t be… Harry stepped forward, his throat and eyes burning ominously.
No… no… no… no! He kept thinking over and over, like some personal mantra. He gazed at the place where they were all gathered… A tombstone, a gray tombstone, the same one he had noticed earlier. Now, however, he saw the words that were engraved upon it, carved deep into the stone, they seemed to stand out to Harry as if they were bright colors.
GINEVRA MOLLY WEASLEY
August 11, 1981 – May 31, 1998
She took her life to be forever and always with the man she loved Harry’s breath caught in his throat, and breathing seemed to become painful to him. He had stopped repeating the word ‘no’ again and again in his thoughts, because now there was no denying it, no denying what Ginny had done.
Finally, the word he had been mentally repeating to himself broke through his vocal cords, shouting out loudly, “No!”
The single word seemed to echo noisily throughout the yard. He vaguely noticed the scene fading away to black, and himself being pulled up by the arms, but none of that mattered. Tears that previously formed in his eyes spilled out, and he looked up into the concerned faces of his parents and Sirius.
*
“Ginny!” Harry exclaimed, sitting up rapidly. “Ginny, I need to go to Ginny, I need to save her. She can’t be here, no, not yet.”
James, Lily, and Sirius all exchanged bewildered looks. James spoke, cautiously, “Harry, what happened? Where do you need to go?”
“Ginny… Ginny, she… she killed herself,” Harry said slowly as though he just realized it himself. He continued, “I need to go home, to the Land of the Living. I can fix this, there’s still time.”
“Harry,” Lily responded, “you can’t go back. This is why I didn’t want you to see this, you weren’t ready.” She said the last part more to herself.
“No, no, I need to go back. You don’t understand, I have to go back to earth, to save Ginny.”
“Kiddo, there’s nothing you can do. If she’s gone, well, then she’s gone,” Sirius replied quietly.
Harry shook his head frantically, nearly hysterical. “No! No, I’m going back, I have to save Ginny.” He was saying the same thing again and again.
“Harry, dear, you’re just in shock, you should lie down a while,” Lily said softly, trying to calm Harry.
Harry took a few deep breaths, knowing that Sirius and his parents would believe him much less if he was so worked up. He rubbed the tears off his face and when he finally spoke, it was in a much more controlled voice.
“Mum, Dad, Sirius, I love you guys, and it’s been amazing being here and getting to see you. I know that you don’t think I can, but I have to go home, back to Ginny.”
“Harry, son, you want to go back, I get that. Your mum and I did when we first died, but you can’t, it’s impossible,” James said.
As Harry shook his head and made to speak, Lily cut across him. “He’s right, Harry. It’s stated in the Laws of Life and Death that no one can cross between the Land of the Living and Land of the Dead, it’s just not possible. The dead can’t come back to life, it’s a rule.”
“I’ve never really followed the rules, have I?” Harry asked, a small grin spreading on his face.
Ignoring their protests, Harry hugged his parents and Sirius and said his goodbyes; even though they were adamant about the fact that he was stuck there.
“I love you guys,” Harry bid his final goodbye.
Closing his eyes, Harry concentrated on Ginny, his Ginny. He loved her Forever and Always, they had been apart long enough, it was time he came back to her. He let his thoughts and love for his Ginny completely overwhelm him. Nothing had ever been normal for Harry, so why couldn’t he return to earth? He let thoughts like that come to the forefront of his mind.
Just like when he had cast the Avada Kedavra Curse earlier, he let his complete love for Ginny fill him up. Since his eyes were shut, he didn’t see the looks of shock on the faces of Sirius, Lily, and James, nor did he see the blinding white light envelope him.
Harry did, however, feel a warm sensation he could only describe as an intense love – what he felt for Ginny. Then, he was again falling. Unlike the first time, when he came to the Land of the Dead, he was falling quickly, rapidly. He felt his body hit something hard, but he didn’t think anything of it as he fell in nothingness.
James, Lily, and Sirius were stunned when the white light finally faded, and Harry was nowhere to be seen.
*
At Hogwarts, in the Potion’s dungeon, just moments after Harry Potter and Lord Voldemort were found and confirmed dead, Hermione Granger let out another shriek, causing Ron Weasley and many others to rush over to her.
“What’s wrong?” Ron asked urgently.
Hermione just numbly pointed to Harry, who was at that moment taking a deep, gasping breath. Everyone watched, completely shocked as Harry’s eyes shut, before fluttering open. He blinked a few times, his breathing evening out, before falling unconscious.
Remus walked forward from where he had been standing and checked Harry’s breathing.
“He’s alive, he’s just… sleeping,” Remus said.
Hermione clarified Remus’ words, echoing faintly, “He’s alive.”
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