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I just can not stop wondering if saving Draco was worth dying
I dont think he was just saving Draco. True, it was a big reason, and i think if Draco hadn't been there things would have gone very differently, but i dont think thats just it.
yes he was kind, compasionate and trusting, he saw the good in everybody, and believed that people deserved a second chance. He trusted the humanity in people, even is he didnt trust them completely, and he was always there when people needed him, even if they didnt know it.
However, he was practical, and although trust sometimes clouded his vision, he was rational and logical. lets hypothosise here... he could die and save Draco, but there's a good chance that many other people would die. I understand that It would be very difficult for Dumbledore, near impossible, to decide who should die, but i dont see him sacrificing everybody else for the sake of one person. It would be even harder for him when he saw Draco, knowing that if he survived he would be condemning a child, and it would most probably break his heart, but i dont think he could jeopardise every other life...I just think he's too wise for that.
Thisis why i think that there was more than one reason for dying that night. I don't know what it is, and frankly I dont want to know until i read the book, but I think we can firmly say that there was more than the life of one boy at stake.
The way that Dumbledore has influenced and shaped Harry...once again i find myself short of time...so I will try to be swift.
There are two parts to this. One, is the outcome, the way that Dumbledore or Voldemort would want Harry to turn out.
The other is the method that they would use to get him there.
before i steam ahead...When i talk about the way Voldemort would shape Harry, I mean if Harry was on his side. I know that Voldemort wouldnt be a particularly good asset to Voldemort, but he would be less likely to kill voldemort if he was serving him..in theory.
So, the way that Harry turns out. Dumbledore knows that Harry is the one who must kill Voldemort. He wants harry to be powerful, resourcefull and do whatever is necerssary.
Voldemort would want Harry to be these three things too.
The difference here is that Dumbledore would want Harry to be an equal, to question when it is necessary, and to fight for the 'greater good'. Voldemort would want Harry to obey, as DD would, but all of the time, not only when he really has to. He would want Harry to be a servant, and he would want to fight for a single person.
despite the 'good' and 'bad' bits- fighting for one person or everybody etc, the basic characteristics are the same.
But thats not the scary bit. DD has been moulding Harry by 'letting' him get into situations that would help him in the future, they may cause him some emotional and physical pain, but it was letting Harry train and hone his skills. Voldermort would do the same thing, albeit with more rigidity.
Dumbledore would treat Harry as more than a normal student, even if it wasnt evident. He told Harry things he would never tell another child, given him rescources not available to any other child, teach him things that he wasnt expected or even allowed to know.
Voldemort would do exactly the same thing. Once again, he may do it more openly, but he would treat Harry as a personal student, giving him the benefit of Voldemort's experience, knowledge and power, as DD would.
Dumbledore told harry many things, yet hid the prophecy from him. He told him of Horcruxes and showed him memories, and told him some of his deepest secrets.
Voldemort would so the same thing, yet again. He would tell him things that would help Harry become stronger, and hide the prophecy from him. Yes, for different reasons... He would probably also tell Harry things that he hid from others, which leads me on to my final point...
Gaining Harry's trust. DD needed Harry to trust him because Harry would be put into situations that he would question, situations where DD was getting hurt, or dying, or others were in danger. Voldemort would need Harry to trust him because he would be putting Harry into situations that he would question...where other people were in danger or dying...
they would both need harry to carry out there commands to the word, they would both need harry to be emotionally close to them, so that he would never turn from them.
Lastly, they would both need Harry to believe in their cause with every bone in his body, hating the other 'side', and having all the justification he needed for killing them.
And the funny thing is, it worked, for DD. Harry believes, he trusts, he is fast becoming strong and powerful, knowledgeable, and even experienced in what he does.
Here comes the scary bit. Imagine if Voldemort hadnt of tried to kill Harry when he was a baby. Imagine instead if he had taken him with him, after killing his parents, and taught him as he wished.
Just imagine;if Voldemort had gotten there first.
Clara}~
ps nevillesgirl, 7:46 pm here, have a nice day!