you have the nerve to talk stef!....trying to haunt me china dolls...

MUHAHA!...

really?...well I often start laughing at them cause they look so comical & cliche to me! and I even make up funny names to go along with the 'monsters'...

*gives jay a big box wrapped with black wrapping paper* here jay this is for you! *gasp out comes a china doll with big eyes* *cackles*

i agree some horror films are just funny but others just make me nervous. and i laugh when i'm nervous so if a horror film is good i'm either laughing or have my face burried in a cute guys shoulder *cough the one jay didn't let me take to heaven cough*

...
true...all horror films aren't comical...some actually do freak me...the saw totally had me stumped to my seat...

hey, i am gods' angel after all...i'm only doing my job...
haha...hey, stef when you come to australia, remember to bring some more free eyeliner!

yeah well i get dirty looks for laughing everytime someone dies! lol i just can't help it!
hey jay the eyeliner was only free if you gave me the guy back which you didn't and now we are at war thanks to you!

oh that is another one of my demons war. it scares me to think that we could lose the peace we have here

haha...I can just imagine...lol, people goggle at me when I start laughing in the middle of a dramatic fight in the movies!
stef...honestly...one flimsy eyeliner is not enough to match one cute guy! hey, your the one who retaliated...even if I did start the war!
o yes...war is a terrible thing...(even though I laugh at it in the movies)...it's really sickening & frightening to see innocent people slaughtered in reality...

it isn't nice to stare is what i always say!
sometimes i do that too and if i go with my friends that are girly girls they get mad and call me bitter if i go with the guys they laugh along with me!
oh but jay it was a magic eyeliner! it had special gismos and stuff!
but you started it (boy do i sound mature)

i am a firm believer in peace just like ghandi said!

haha...yeah...if I go with my sisters & start laughing at a randomn scene...they tell me to shutup...which is why I have given up on going to the movies with any of them...
magic eyeliner, eh? why didn't you say so...maybe then I could have priced for a fair bargain..o well too late now...my laser drill is at work...
it's not my fault, you continued it....*goes into a whinging tone*
oh yes...ghandi was a cool guy, as was mother teresa...too bad people aren't like that these days...pfft...the world's gone mad, I tell you...

once when i went out with this one guy *shudders* we went to watch a horror movie and i kept laughing so their were some annoying kids infront who kept turning and sushhing me so i got mad and started throwing popcorn and i got kicked out of the movie theatre and the guy got mad so since then never on a date have i gone to see a scary movie!

oh going out with jerks is another demon of mine!

yeah it was magic eyeliner didn't you know! well it is to late i'm bambi now!

yeah if everyone was like ghandi the world would be better!

urgh...I know what you mean...I hate people who always shhh. me in the theaters...god I have the right mind to tell them to mind their own business...
omg...if the guy is sirius, then I am so not trading you for the eyeliner! even if it is magic....
true, the world would be at peace...there are some that still uphold his values, but then again there are over 50% who go around wreaking havoc on the globe!

guys, truth be told, unless Adam and Eve invite us into their garden, we are never gonna be at peace. There's so many different types of fighting, and if we argue in our own homes, how do you expect to stop countries arguing? it really blows...
but yes it's made worse by people with no values who go round wreaking havoc...
I don't think war is a demon of mine though, unless it affects me. i mean yes, it's horrid and stuff, but the same wars have been raging for years and me getting upset about it hasn't made any diffference ... *sigh*
.X.

Ahhhh! I have an invisible Demon help. Ok you need the full story.

I have a wooden bow and arow right and at the end of each aroww is a red sucker. And me and my cousions where out in the garden when poof. We saw that one of the red suckers had gone off. We where looking everywhere for it and we were geting spooked because we had searched everywhere for it. We used Binoculars to look out over next doors Garden. It was there!! In the middle of there Garden! When no of us had fire over that way!! It was creppy the thing shouldn;t have been there. So i have some kind of invisible take end of arrow sucker Demon. It was a little spooky. Adds it to the book.

oh god i think i remember that dan! yeah i do. scary hey

well i have missed a bit erm well here it goes...
Sorry! i mean that but that is not what i came for...

these are a few demons...mine if i'm honest. because there is no real pic of them i created them on a site.. its a cool site actually...
Vonermos
Veronique
Shadow
Shadow again

Jade you cant remember that because that happened today!

Well i think we all have tons off Demons we are scared to admit are true. And this can work to disadvantages and advantages. What would you do if you had a terrible secret that was haunting you. Your Demon and it was slowly consuming you. Makeing you strees and that. Would you seek help with friends or family??

I'd probably seek solitude with one friend, ( probably my best friend in france ) because then we can talk, and it wont be awkward. if she helped thenm i'd find myself able to seek advise from other people too.
Or
you can write it down in a letter, i've done that before... it works
.X.

well, my demon is me. It's hard to explain. but sometimes I feel as if I am stalking myself weird, I know, but I can't help but feel that there is always another person living inside of me...

that is scary... maybe i dreamed it then?? that seems really..what's the word.. real?? i think i dreamed it you know!


probably not.. i would be all quiet about it.. i wouldn't talk. it has never done me any good.
then again i could try Sophie's idea and write in down.

Encrusted_Oath

no, not weird at all. i am the same. i feel there's another person trying to win... trying to get out.
or maybe we are both weird?? everyone is in their own way...

Ok erm yeah i think i get you. It's a scary thought that. Do you sort of mean like this. On eside of you is that good angel and the other the evil Devil?? Like in cartoons but sort of realitly. Obviously you wont have thosse on your shoulder.



* Runs away * That is scary Dreams and nightmares urgh Demons point blanc.

Jade do you want me to comment on that... j/k
I feel as thoguht their is someone else inside of me, which my friends don't neccisarily see, but i wouldn't say it was trying to escape...or an angel.devil Dan
Demons point blanc? what? lol
.X.

Pont blanc oh one of my wierd sayings.


Ok i have a little question.

If your Demon could be swapped with someone elses would you swap it??

Now i am not sure i mean i might if it would help the other person. But i think i'd be stronger copeing with my own personal Demons. What would you guys do??? I'm intrested to know because i think this is a hard question that can go two difficult ways.

ahhh...very good question...um...*sigh*...no I wouldn't swap it...because even though my demons eat inside me...they are a part of me & they attribute to my personality & way of thinking...They are what make me...me... & I find no point in swapping my demons, because whether it is a big or little demon...we still end up fearing something anyway...and yeah, like you said...I think I would prefer standing up to my own demons that i have developed with time...

ah um... no i don't think i would swap it. I mean, someone else's demon might be better, but it could easily be worse. And you'll be stronger standing up to your own demons, and come out better on the other side
.X.

it's not weird at all! lol to fight that demon emm i began to tell everyone that i have 3 personalities,
stefany: she's the nice one with all the issues and drama in her life
jaime: she's the one who analizes everything, she's really a bit harsh and blunt. she's a bit on the evil side but in a sarcastic sort of way
number 3: we don't speak her name because she is evil! she kicks, bites, punches and slaps. anything evil comes from her

so yeah that's how i dealed with that


naa i agree with jay Seriouslysirius (or can i call you dan?) my demons are also who i am and well even tho they can be annoying at times well they're mine!

No dont worry it's Dan stef. Ok i agree wit you lot the Demons are an horrible side in you but there a side none the less, if we didn't ahve them we wouldn't be how we are. Fear is an emotion and we need them more than a lot of things. So i agree with you all alot.

ok dan
yeah my fears make me who i am, example if i wasn't scared of hights i probably wouldn't be here right now seeing as i would do crazy stuff like bungie jump or go sking lol and seeing as i'm dead clumsy i'd die!

I think that I am weird because I have been bungie jumping and i loved it but whenever I go into a tall building and look out I get scared. So i would say I am somewhat afraid of heights. I would love to go skydiving but I think that I am a bit too young for it.

I HATE scary movies * shudders with fear* they freak me out so much. Once I saw this scary movie I had to sleep in my little brother's room for weeks. I teel myself they are not real ( becasue they are not real) but I still imagine the exorcist in my room or climbing down my stairs while I am gonig up stairs. I know that I'll never watch scary movies again that is for sure. Last year my cousins did a cruel joke on me which I won't tell because it Will bring back horriible memories ( oh no the memory is comming back) * hides under the covers*
I'm afraid of china dolls too . The chuckie movies made me so afraid of my own barbie dolls that I threw them away

I guess I would also say that I am afraid of rollercoasters But I've never been on one but I really don't ever want to try it. My friends say they are dun but I would rather stay on firm ground.
I'm afraid of flying ever since 9-11 happened. Before that I used have a blast but now I always look around and I'm paranoid on planes.

Tsunammi's and tornadoes freak me out.

Wow I'm a baby I'm scared of everything

*smiles amusedly* I've gone bungie jumping once & been skiing too many times to count...and I twisted my funny bone once...but it was worth it.

FINALLY! i was starting to feel a bit lonely down here...and o yes, I hate barbie with a passion! (sorry, just had to let that out)...
really? you hate scary movies & rollercoasters?...your my exact opposite

no, your not! we all have our fears...even if they are not phsical...

I wouldn't say i hate rollercoasters I'm just scared to go on but i know eventually i'll go on one but not right now. I'm fourteen and when i go to amusements parks I see nine year olds in line for rollercoasters and that makes me feel like a baby.
But scary movies I do hate because they scare me really bad that I can't sleep at night Because I think that they are in my room or that the bad things are going to do things to me in my sleep or somthing like that.



I feel like they are always staring at me wherever I go. It's almost like I can feel there beady eyes on my back * shivers with fear...again*

a bit, yeah...it's like i'm fighting over myself!

interesting...
mmm, I'll try that.

thank god i'm not alone on that one!

hahahaha well you aren't alone ever since i started doing that a lot of my friend copied so nope really not alone!

don't worry carla those fears are normal and you aren't a baby for them just start facing them one by one
*send jay and carla a china doll* start facing them!

hehe. oh, so jay has already told you about the whole china doll thing, eh? *evil smirk* I guess me & my brother are actually the ones responsible for it!
MUHAHA! sorry, just had to do that.
mmm...I think I might give jay a china doll for her birthday; think she'd appreciate that, stef?

hahahaha yeah kyle jay told us all about that *high fives* i did the same thing to my little brother oh yeah emm sorry jay

i think she'd love the doll! she'd probably take it with her everywhere she goes! lol sorry but if you do give her that for her birthday you have to take a picture!

some fears shouldn't be faced and this is one of them
Noooooo if I opened a box with a china doll I would scream because I threw one away last year and my cousin was mean enough to go through my trash and send it to me in mail. without me knowing

When i opened the box it said I'm Back
It freaked me out I thought it really had come on its own, a couple days later my cousin called me and told me it was him. I was really mad at him. When I went to his house I chased him around his hoouse. Just so you guys know after i was done with him he hasn't played a prank on me like that again

hi-5 dude! hehe, god we are so evil!
I am so glad that you approve! yup! i'm gonna get my camera furnished just for the occasion! but, it won't be for another 3 months. *groan* o well, plenty of time to get prepared!

*grin* haha, well jay always ends up taking the mickey out of me! but I still do it!

kyle!...stef...you two are sooo evil & heartless...well, kyle now that I know of your secret plans...I'll know not to accept anything from you in a black box! and for precaution, i'll burn every camera that comes into your hands!

True!

I agree!.
Hey stef you wouldn't really send me a china doll would you?
*cheking the mail*
I hate all dolls not just china dolls even those maniquins ( I spelled it wrong) at the stores kinda freak me out but not as much as chuckie sized dolls which my aunt has all over her house.

note to self have my brother open all my mail

you're sending out china dolls?! Stef i ahve a teapot, and im not afraid to use it. watch out
maniquins ( i don't know how to spell either... ) are scary i avoid tehm *shudders*
i don't mind like floopy dolls who are material but china ones...*shivers*
did you ever hear that story and the kids has the china doll and it says "im on teh first step, coming to get you..." and so on, until it's on ehr bed and kills her
ughh i hate that story, way creepy!
.X.

Maniquins are creepy.
There is this American radio show called Rick and Bubba that every October they do ghost trackers.
Well,there was this maniquin at the place and I won a ticket and got to go with em.It touched me and whispered to me,"Watch out".
I hate china dolls too.I heard that story too,Sophie!

No I have never heard of that story but you're right it is creepy.
Have you heard of the story where a porcelin angel was looking at a child while she was playing in her room. When the mom looked inside the angel was facing her daughter but it looked forrward as soon as it realized as it was being looked at.

It's not as creepy as your story but I still thought it was creepy.

kyle we have to think of something else and take care of your cameras! lol i shall pm you with a new plan! *grins evily*


new plan jay hahaha and we won't tell


i would *goes to buy a china doll*


*takes sophie's tea pot and trades it for pillow* hahaha take that!


guys dolls aren't scary! it's all in the eye of the beholder! if you keep thinking they are scary then you'll never get over your fear! i plan to face my demons some day i'm really planning to!

*trades pillow for a new, un-dented tea pot* ha Stef i win !
I'm all up for facing me demons, but that does NOT mean i want a china doll sent to my house, thank you very much, i can think of much better ways to face your demons.
and no, i've enver heard the porcelain angel story.
ok what was scary is my friend had a china doll on her floor, and it was facing under the bed, she went downstairs and came back up and it was facing the door, staring at her, and no one ahd been in. she locked it in her cupboard and hasn't looked at it since!!!
.X.

who said it's gonna be in a black box? it could be red, or gold for all you know.

*stashes cameras in small cupboard & puts double deadlocks & secret code metal chains on*
haha, now let's see you get through that jay! *evil smirk*
yeah jay, it's time to face your fears *makes ghostly impressions with a china doll*

hahaha ok see that is weird and i had a weird experiance with a china doll but i still not scared tho! emm yeah *runs from new tea pot*

hahahaha we have to think long and hard about it kyle and it has to be good! lol just don't let jay hit you *sends kyle hockey pads* there so it doesn't hurt as much

because i have missed so much i don't know what to say...in response so erm...

here's a few of my demons...
1. school
2. me
3. nightmares
4. spiders....

there's a spider in this room right now... somewhere. me and my sister saw it! it's is huge! why do they need that many legs?
i had some examse today. i couldn't get into my english one at all and have worse then i would have. my drama exam didn't go that badly... i think...
that's a demon of mine as i have said...
exams!!

I have another Demon. It's really a pretty serious thing. Bullying i got pushed on the way out of school today. I was pushed into someone and they pushed me back. I hurt my nose no idea how but i did. I mean it was a small thing but it isn't very nice. Bully are the Demons that are generally ugly. Don't you agree??

dan...
i'm guessing that's why you feel down? that what happened... you wouldn't say on msn.
bullies are a part of life unfortunatly. you get them as a kid and as and adult... but as horrible as it is think to your self...
they must hurt to to take it out on others. we are all human. respect the fact they have issues, focus on your friends... and live...
did that just come from me?

*hugs Dan* bullies are idiots. i'm sorry i can't stand them. i understand what you're saying Jade, but they have no right to hurt other people because they're having a bad day. they need to find a proper way to vent, like drawing or writing ( jeez im a nerd ).
but bullies are a bad demon, and yes they get ugly, and there;s not much you can do to stop them pratts.
.X.

oh poor you! you should have kicked them! well ok i'm not good with the whole bullying demon because well i've been bullied all my life. when you are as strange as i well the "cool" kids find it funny to pick on you. luckily i had very agresive friends and well they loved to get in fights over it!
so one way i delt with my bully demon was getting even. bullys tend to be a bit dim so out smart them dan! you can do it! example i got even with the football team jerks buy putting ictching powder in their jock straps they deserved it!
it's not that i'm telling you to be mean or anything but well remember that everything they do they'll have to pay one day! so well just remember that people who bully others feel like it's the only way they could be happy!

fany_monkey

that is so totally true!!

amortentia_lover

you are not a nerd. and i understand where you are coming from but the... most of the time those that bully others...get bullied themselves...
but of course what they are doing is wrong...

dan i have to say something. lauren slapped the bully that gave her stick and we have never heard from her since!

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I have another Demon. It's really a pretty serious thing. Bullying i got pushed on the way out of school today. I was pushed into someone and they pushed me back. I hurt my nose no idea how but i did. I mean it was a small thing but it isn't very nice. Bully are the Demons that are generally ugly. Don't you agree??

Thats really awful im so sorry
*hugs*
I completely agree with you.
Im not used to seeing bullying at my school i dont think it happens really i guess im lucky ive never been bullied.

I hope things get better for anyone that does.

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it's not that i'm telling you to be mean or anything but well remember that everything they do they'll have to pay one day! so well just remember that people who bully others feel like it's the only way they could be happy!

i agree usually people pay for horrible things they do. Bullies are just cowards

My greatest demon would definitely have to be homework. In these final days of the school year (yay! ) it seems that all teachers do is load tons of homework on you. I'm such a huge procrastinator, so this basically is pretty hard. But I'm sure theres many more procrastinators out there who agree with me, eh?

In response to other people, with generalizations: I feel that bullying is terrible. Everyone who suffers this has my support and/or sympathy. In my own life I have noticed that there seems to be more bullys at private schools than public. I barely see any bullying, if any at all, at my public high school. At my private middle school, however, it seemed much more rampant.

Anyways, I hope you all can find the means to overcome the demons in you life!