CHAPTER 22
COUNTING DOWN
July came roaring in like a summer storm dispite the gentle rain that fell over Spinner's End. The process and the plan were complete. Hermione and Snape now awaited word from Lord Voldemort. Over a seemingly innocent game of Gobstones, Hermione contemplated Severus as he considered his next move.
"Will you stop looking at me with those harsh eyes of yours Hermione." said Severus playfully.
"Harsh? Harsh! Are you serious?" asked Hermione in regards to her new coal-colored orbs. Hermione knew of course that he wasn't.
Severus smiled wickedly and took his shot, knocking all of Hermione's remaining stones out of bounds and winning the game. "You know," started Snape, "the Dark Lord's wrath will be unquenchable when our treachary is discovered."
Hermione sighed. It never failed. At least twice a day Severus would broach the subject of weakening Voldemort and how dangerous it was, especially for her.
"Yes, yes," she said impatiently. "Although, if we are successful, in his weakened state Voldemort cannot possibly take on both of us."
" 'Mione, there is no way of knowing which one of us he will go after and make no mistake, he
will come after one of us." Severus' voice was racked with emotion. "I could not bear it if he chose to hurt you instead of me."
"He can't hurt either of us Sev, our love is too powerful." said Hermione with a wide smile. "Besides, he underestimates the power of love. He certainly won't believe you capable of such feelings."
She was right, almost as usual thought Severus. The Dark Lord didn't believe that he could love, not ever again. And there were others who would believe this as well.
"Have you considered what Potter's reaction to 'us' will be?" asked Severus quietly.
Hermione didn't say anything for she has indeed given a great deal of thought to what her best friend will think about her newfound love for their former Professor; a man he merely tolorates though accepting of his loyalty.
In Harry's mind, Severus will alwyas be the man who armed Voldemort with part of the prophecy that made him decided to go after his parents. He will always be the slimy git who fueded with Harry's father and Godfather. Severus will always be the unfair teacher who made Harry and his friends' lives at Hogwarts miserable for six years. Forgiveness and friendship may be asking a bit much.
"No Sev, I can't say about Harry" said Hermione. She was about to elaborate when Severus interrupted her, clutching his left arm.
"He request our presence at the Circle. Remember, in the Circle, concentrate on guarding your feelings."
Arms linked they apparated intothe presence of the Dark Lord.
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Within the Circle the wind whipped Hermione's hair into tangles around her face. Voldemort, at the center, his arms overhead, controlled the power flawlessly. Hermione focused her intention on Voldemort's version of the plan and knew that Severus was doing the same.
"Hmmmm, very good." said Voldemort orgasmically as his mind absorbed and embraced the simplicity and concreteness of Hermione and Snape's plan.
Bellatrix deranged smile could only mean that she approved of her role in the plan to excerise revenge on Neville Longbottom. She had lost most function in her arm just as Neville had predicted.
Lucius too had a greedy expression across his face as he saw himself locked in a vicious battle against Arthur Weasley. It was evident that his disdain of the muggle-loving blood traitor would fuel his conquest to destroy him and his family.
When the power subisded and they all stepped from the circle, Voldemort offered his praise. "The brilliance to weaken there forces by causing a disturbance in Northern Europe in which half the Order must go to fight is sheer genius." said Voldemort cockily. "That must have been your idea Severus, after all, Miss Granger is still a Mudblood."
Hermione could feel Severus' blood boil at the indecent slur but saw him expertly remain impassive as he answered. "Yes My Lord."
"Master," said Hermione hesitantly,"sh-should I return to Headquarters? I've been away for months now and my absence may arouse suspicion."
"Eager aren't we, to get back to the muggle-lovers," sneered Malfoy
"Now Lucius," said Voldemort, "Miss Granger has proven herself valuable and has been
flawless in her assignments, lest you forget that fiasco with the prophecy." hissed Voldemort, his narrow eyes darkening with fury.
"Of...course not master." stammered Malfoy. "I only wished...why the company she keeps..."
"Yes, the company she keeps has been a goldmine of information to me." Voldemort coiled his words carefully. "Do you wish to ...debate this point Lucius?"
"No Master. Forgive me."
Voldemort turned his razor sharp gaze to Hermione and said sinisterly," A fortnight Granger, then we finish it."
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Hermione slept like the dead for three days, the prophecy running in and out of her dreams.
The strongest mind in three will turn
Something within errupts and burns
External courage to regain what's lost
A sacrifice of expensive cost
If it is failed then it must be
Death...EternallyWhen she woke on the fourth, Ginny burst into her room flinging her arms around her neck.
"We've been so worried about you," she said. "Harry said not to worry of course but you know me."
"Harry! I must speak to him immediately." gushed Hermione. "A fornight is all the time..."
"Done." interjected Ginny. "It's all been taken care of. Harry entered your mind that first night you were back. He knows everything and the plans are in place." Ginny paused, a look of uncertainty across her pretty face. "Hermione, he knows
everything."
Ginny stood from the bed, her arms crossed in mock consternation. "You and...Snape? How...when...why?"
Hermione gasped. Her hand flew to her mouth then quickly she jumped out of bed, pulled on some shorts and a faded grey t-shirt and tried to tame the tangled mess that was her hair. "I have to explain," she started.
"Oh, I wouldn't just yet," said Ginny. "He's madder then a Horntail dragon guarding her eggs."
"I must try." said Hermione desperately and set out the door.
Hermione found Harry sulking in the Attic. Hermione remembered two Christmases ago Sirius sulking about the attic, mooning over his lonliness and uslessness in this very same manner. Sitting alone in the dark, Harry's emerald green eyes lit the way to him.
"Harry?" called Hermione softly as she cautiously approached him.
"DON'T!" spat Harry. "FILTHY, SLIMY...GIT he is and...what about RON!" Harry's face flushed with rage. His lean body was shaking uncontrollably as he shouted insults and accusations at Hermione. "He's always been horrible to us Hermione. A lifetime of nastiness can hardly be erased by a few months of good deeds."
"Harry, please let me explain."
"I DON'T WANT YOU TO EXPLAIN!" roared Harry. "I want...I want..." Harry sighed and buried his face into his hands, his voice choked with emotion. "I want my best friend back. I want you two together. I want all of us forever."
Hermione knelt beside him and covered him with her arms letting his sobs shake her body. Months of grief relinquished from the tight constraints Harry held, overflowed. Hermione realized that while Harry was understandablly upset over her relationship with Severus, it has been overshadowed by his lack of mourning for Ron. Once he was calm Harry would allow her to explain, she hoped.
"I -I just- miss- him." said Harry in between sobs.
"I know." consoled Hermione as she stroked his unruly hair. "It is hard to feel the pain at first but if you let yourself, and let someone be there to help you through it, you will heal faster." Hermione felt the familiar rush of misery rise in her chest that she would always associate with the loss of her beloved Ron. "I loved him too Harry."
Harry looked up at her with tears still brimming his eyes. "Loved? Is that all? Is Ron reduced to just a memory; some bloke we used to hang around with?"
Hermione shook her head, willing Harry to understand. "Harry, I will always love Ronald. He was the first person to truly accept me for being me." she chuckled suddenly. " Yes, we argued, constantly it seems, but when we were alone, we understood one another. With Severus." Hemione ingnored the obvious wince paining Harry's face and continued. "With Severus though, I am alive, not just understood. No one else will ever know how it feels to betray the people you love, too make a choice and watch them die because of it. No one else has ever nurtured my desire for knowledge or made me feel unblushing passion."
Harry started to protest but Hermione firmly stopped him.
"Harry, Severus has done some dispicable things in his life, especially to those you love. I am not asking you to forgive him and become bosom buddies however, I am asking that you co-exist peacefully and acept that their is a side to him in which I alone am privileged too and that he is not a monster." Hermione wiped the tears coursing down her cheeks.
Hermione boldly entered his mind, seeking resolution.
Please Harry, do this for me. Focus on more important things then hating Severus. Please...focus on Ronald... on Ginny...on my love for you. Please...Harry nodded slowly in defeat. Before either one of them could say anything else a piercing scream traveled through the house.
"HERMIONEEEEE!"
It was Ginny.
Harry and Hermione sprinted downstairs until they almost collided with Ginny, who was guarding Hermione's bedroom door.
"You have a visitor. He said it was urgent though how he got in here unseen, I'll never understand." said Ginny curiously.
Hermione flung open her door and there pacing back and forth in her messy bedroom was Severus.
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