this is an other one shot and now we're a couple of years later somewhere between 1981 and 1997. leave feedback and enjoy.
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Somewhere in between
-Ten years ago I lost everything and now I’m walking around in Diagon alley . in all those years I never went back to the place I was born, I never went back to my past. The only thing that happened was that my past kept haunting me. I lived for my daughter the past ten years, I lived to see her live. Look at me I’m standing here looking through the window of Ollivanders and I remember the first time I came in with Lily, the first time I got my own wand, the first time I met James and the first time I felt like an other person. And now I’m hallucinating I’m imagining that James is standing there, holding a wand with Hagrid. OMG I’m not imagining I really see it.- she was thinking and she blinked with her eyes.
‘Mommy?’ the black haired girl, who just came from behind her, asked
‘yes, munchkin?’ the red haired woman said
‘I saw this thing…’ the ten year old girl started
‘what thing?’
‘remember that cat we had?’
‘yes, Mr. Tiger.’
‘well, they’re selling kneazel kittens… may I have one, please?’ the girl begged her mother
‘Viola do you really want one?’
‘yes, mommy, please?’
‘ok you can have one if I can have one too?’
The girl led her mother towards the stall where they were selling the kneazel kittens. They took the last two kittens and they left to go back home. Since five years ago they lived in the Lestrange Manor together with Eleanor Lestrange, who’s the mother of Rodolphus and Rabastan. Since her husband, Roderick, died five years ago she had to much space and asked if her daughter-in-law and youngest grandchild came living with her. Because at that time Tilden was depressive and wasn’t capable of raising Viola all by herself she took the proposal and went living with her pureblood-sick mother-in-law. She admitted now that she had a better time living alone in the mansion Rabastan and she had bought when they were just married but she needed help and that was the first help she got at an other serious down moment.
‘we’re home.’ She yelled
‘did you see Narcissa?’ a voice from upstairs asked
‘yes.’ Tilden yelled leading Viola into the kitchen
‘did she say something?’ the black haired woman, who just came in, asked
‘no she didn’t.’
Eleanor’s black hair had here and there a grey hair and her bleu eyes had gone even more nervous then they were before her both sons were locked up.
‘what are those?’ she said pointing at the two kneazel kittens.
‘kneazels, grandma.’ Viola said
‘why are they here?’ she asked
‘we bought them.’ Tilden said
‘didn’t you have enough with one?’ Eleanor asked angry
‘if we bought one the other one would be lonely.’ Viola said
‘you’re such a beautiful child.’ Eleanor said pinching Viola’s cheek, ‘you remind me of my Rabastan.’ Her eyes filled with tears and she went back upstairs.
‘what day are we?’ Viola asked rubbing one of the kneazels
‘the 31st of July, why?’ Tilden said
‘mom, is it true that the-boy-who-lived is born on this day?’
‘yes, honey, he is.’ Tilden said and she looked outside to spot a bird couple, which were protecting there newborn chicks. God she missed Rabastan and now she missed him even more than before. Ten years ago she lost everything and eleven years ago she got everything. Eleven years ago her sister gave birth to a baby boy named Harry. She remembered how James got her out of her bed in the middle of the night. She remembered that the time James apperate into her bed room was one O’clock in the morning of the 31st and that she didn’t had the time to change her clothes and went with him in her sleep tank. When she arrived in st-mungo’s Sirius was standing there in the room with a baby in his arms. She saw Lily laying in the bed next to Sirius and she was smiling. Sirius handed the baby over to Tilden and she was scared she would break it. Lily confirmed her that it wouldn’t break and James asked her if she wanted to be the boy’s godmother. She said yes and Sirius said that she now was Harry’s fairy godmother. Tilden smiled at the memory of that.
‘mom, Draco said that he’s going to Hogwarts this year, is that true?’ Viola asked and Tilden got out of her daydream.
‘yes he’s going to Hogwarts this year and you’ll go next year.’
‘I think I’ll name this one Pinot.’ She said pointing at the kneazel, who was drinking Tilden’s wine.
‘and the other one?’ Tilden asked
‘you can choose, it’s your kneazel.’
‘what about Fidel? Or no wait Felix.’
‘Fidel is cute, doesn’t that mean Loyal, mommy?’
‘yes it does. We’ll call him Fidel.’
‘Pinot and Fidel. How gorgeous.’ Viola said
From time to time Tilden and Viola went back to the mansion near London because they had electricity there. Sometimes Tilden and Viola spend a week there and watched television. Viola loved movies and her favourite movie was “the little mermaid.” Every time they had watched that movie she asked her mother if she didn’t feel lonely and if she didn’t want to be with her beloved. Tilden always answered with the same sentence: ‘I miss him but I have you’
Every party Eleanor held were tea parties and every party Tilden was set aside. During the Christmas party were Narcissa and Desdemona the only two persons that talked to her. Well yeah talk. Narcissa said something about Draco this and Draco that. But Desdemona she talked about many things. Tilden always asked herself if Desdemona actually knew how much she looked like Bellatrix, in looks but not in wisdom. Desdemona was a very gifted witch but unlike her mother she hated everything that was connected to the Dark Lord. She had started her auror training and it was going well. She had fallen in love with a boy named Renelt Macnair, Walden’s youngest son, and they were planning to go living together but she didn’t figure out how to tell Druela. Her grandmother had raised her since the day Bellatrix and Rodolphus had been brought to Azkaban. Bellatrix never really loved her just as she never loved Rodolphus but to have a decadence she made sure she got pregnant and got a baby. The only thing was that Bellatrix wanted a son but unfortunately she got a daughter. Desdemona had a happy childhood because her father always took care of her, her years at Hogwarts were not easy but she got through them.
The 5th of may Tilden turned 29. she was still young but she already felt old. Her life was useless in her eyes but she didn’t give up she had to go on for Viola. Then the day came Viola went to Hogwarts. Tilden was scared but Draco promised to take care of her. Soon she got a letter from Viola that said that she was placed into Slytherin and that there was a boy in Gryffindor, who’s name was Neville Longbotom, that looked scared of her and that she had seen Harry Potter but that Draco had told her that he’s a real loser.
Tilden was Happy Viola had finally found her way to her future but for Tilden mend it a year of being totally abandoned. Eleanor never talked to her and when she said something it was when she was in an angry mood. The days turned longer and longer and every day she wanted to be with Rabastan, she wanted them to be a family again. She didn’t want to be that thing that was the mother of a Lestrange, or that filthy mudblood, how Eleanor loved to call her when she had drunk to much. She wanted to exist again, she was forgotten and abandoned but one day she would let her voice sound again, one day she would form a family with the ones she loved, one day she would go somewhere, somewhere far away from the place she was now. The place somewhere in between.
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