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Chapter 4
The Funeral
Harry spent the next three days in a blur, mainly staying in Grimmauld Place, helping Kreacher clean the house. But occasionally, he would go out to get a breath of fresh air, visiting places he missed terribly. And before he knew it, Harry woke up Saturday morning at dawn, dreading the day to come.
Harry entered the kitchen to the smell of marmalade and eggs and toast. The smell made his insides squirm with hunger. Harry sat down and bolted down his breakfast, meanwhile opening up the Daily Prophet.
After reading an article about Kingsley being the new Prime Minister, Harry turned the page to find himself staring at the Weasley family, all with their heads down with the title,
Funeral for the Honored, page 5. Harry quickly flipped to page 5 where he began to read the article:
He-Who-Must-Not-Be-Named has been vanquished
from the wizarding community by none other than
‘The Chosen One’. But amid all of the triumphs and
smiles, came heartache and tears. We may have found
peace at last, but it was at the price of wizards and witches
of all ages and characters. During the final battle at Hogwarts
a terrible lost was sustained to the honored Weasley family and
friend Harry Potter; Fred Weasley was killed in battle. Fighting
along side of Harry, Fred never gave in to tyranny and never
gave up. He joins those elite, who conquered fear of death, who
mastered bravery, and who honored equality. For all those
who knew Fred; they would remind you not to cry, for that’s
not what Fred would have wanted. Fred will be remembered
as a friend, a family member, and a freedom fighter. Harry finished reading the article and laid down the newspaper softly, as if afraid to damage the kind words about Fred. He felt tears well up in his eyes and was glad that nobody was around to see him.
All the remorse and guilt he felt, all the anger and frustration was pouring out of him. He could still picture Fred lying crumpled under rock and debris, with a blank stare within his eyes. It was all his fault; he should have never let anyone get involved. Harry sat there, staring at the table, letting wave after wave of emotions roll over him, while tears splashed against the polished wood beneath him.
Harry glanced at the clock as it chimed, telling he occupants of Grimmauld Place that it was 8 o’clock. Kreacher hustled over to the table, picked up the dishes and began to wash them in the sink; meanwhile Harry headed upstairs to clean up and get ready for the funeral.
Overcast skies passed over the Burrow; befitting of the somberness that was cast over the residence. The chickens clucked slow and sadly, as then walked around the front yard, picking for any food left on the ground. The gnomes were taking refuge in the boots, strewn across the yard, hoping to find shelter for the day. Hermione and Ginny were hanging the laundry and setting up seats in the orchard for the funeral later that day. Inside, Mrs. Weasley was cleaning everything within reach, sometimes more than once. Mr. Weasley was in the sitting room talking to Kingsley about Ministry procedures and discussing the arrangement of new muggle protection laws. Percy, George, Bill, Charley, and Ron were all in the attic, cleaning out old boxes, looking for photographs of Fred when he was younger. All in all, the mood at the Burrow was sad and silent.
They were expecting the guests to start arriving later that day, closer to sunset. As the morning dragged on, nobody said more than two words to each other. Mrs. Weasley made lunch around noon and set out eleven plates in hopes that Harry would come for lunch, but he did not.
After lunch, there was not much to do, so everyone sat around the sitting room, waiting. Ron glanced at the clock as it stroked 2 o’clock. Just then, he heard a distant pop from the front yard. Ron looked up quickly and everybody looked up at him.
“Something wrong, Ron?” asked Mrs. Weasley.
“I thought I heard something in the front yard,” replied Ron, slowly getting up.
With nothing else to do, everyone followed Ron to the kitchen door and looked out onto the front yard. There, standing in black robes and wearing a somber look on his face, was Harry Potter.
“Harry!” screamed Ginny, running forward, colliding with him in a tight embrace.
“Hi Ginny,” muttered Harry, feeling worse than ever.
Ginny let go of Harry and both walked towards the house where the Weasley family stood, smiling at Harry. Hermione was the second to rush forward, followed closely by Ron. Both embraced Harry, and Harry found it hard to let go. Harry approached Mr. Weasley, George, Bill, Charlie and Kingsley and shook their hands in turn. Then turned to face Mrs. Weasley, who by that time was crying silently.
“Mrs. Weasley…” began Harry.
“Harry dear,” interrupted Mrs. Weasley, pulling Harry into a tight embrace. “We’re so happy you came.”
Harry felt tears welling up in the corners of his eyes as they began to burn. He continued to hug Mrs. Weasley, trying to put all of his remorse and love into their shared embrace. Finally Harry let go and followed everyone into the sitting room.
As Harry expected, the Weasley family and Hermione questioned him nonstop about where he has been and what he has been doing.
“But that’s nonsense,” interjected Mrs. Weasley, after Harry told them he had been living on his own at Grimmauld Place. “We have plenty of room here for you stay, why don’t you stay here for the summer until we figure out what you three will do about schooling.”
“I couldn’t do that Mrs. Weasley,” replied Harry, in a dull tone. “Besides, I’ve already met with Kingsley and he’s agreed to letting me not go back for my seventh year at Hogwarts, while Ron and Hermione go back.”
With this news, everyone looked outraged. Ron and Hermione were not pleased at all, protesting to both Harry and Kingsley. Meanwhile, Mrs. Weasley rounded on Kingsley.
“How could you let Harry not finish his schooling? He hasn’t taken any of his N.E.W.T.s yet; how will he get a job?” shrieked Mrs. Weasley.
“Mrs. Weasley, please calm down. Harry and I have worked everything out between us, and if Harry wishes to disclose that agreement, then so be it. But I do not have the right to proclaim Harry’s future without his permission, so please do not round on me,” replied Kingsley, with a defying tone in his voice.
Mrs. Weasley opened her mouth to retort, but caught sight of her husband and closed it in silence. Once Mrs. Weasley gave it up, everyone else gradually left it alone but nobody looked pleased. The afternoon continued to drag on, and with little to do, most people spent the long afternoon pacing the Burrow or sitting in silence. Harry, Ron and Hermione, on the other hand, were up in Ron’s room.
“How’ve you been?” asked Hermione, in a shaky voice.
“Alright, and you two?” replied Harry, looking at Ron, who was staring at his feet and mumbled something that sounded like “fine.”
“Considering everything, okay,” replied Hermione, glancing quickly at Ron. “Why didn’t you respond to our letters Harry, we were hoping you would?”
Harry felt a stab of pain in his chest, realizing that they forgot about Hedwig’s death completely.
“Hermione, don’t you remember?” replied Harry, in a chocked up voice. “Hedwig died last year…”
“Oh Harry, I’m so sorry, I completely forgot,” gasped Hermione, putting her hands up to her mouth.
“It’s okay, don’t worry about it.”
Harry looked over at Ron, who had been silent this whole time. He was about to open his mouth when Harry felt a faint tingling in his scar. Harry’s hand shot up to his scar out of habit and fear. This was impossible, Harry thought, as the color drained from his face.
“Harry, what’s wrong?” asked Hermione who saw Harry rubbing his forehead.
“I…I…I don’t know,” stammered Harry, still in disbelief. “My scar just tingled.”
Harry looked up at the two. Ron, finally looking up from his feet, had his mouth hanging open, while Hermione was shaking her head.
“No, no Harry,” replied Hermione, refusing to believe him. “It can’t be, you killed him, and he is gone. You must’ve imagined it.”
Harry knew he didn’t imagine it. He’s been feeling pain in that scar for seven years, so he knew what it felt like. But he wasn’t about to argue over something that he did not wish to be true.
“Yeah,” concluded Harry. “I must’ve imagined it.”
At that moment, Mrs. Weasley knocked on the door and entered the room.
“The guests will be arriving soon, and I thought you all should go down to the kitchen and wait for them. When they arrive, I’d like for you two to guide them to their seats, while Ron gets ready for the funeral.”
The three of them followed Mrs. Weasley down the stairs into the kitchen and they sat down at the table. Harry wished he were alone, away from all of this misery. He wanted desperately to escape to Grimmauld Place and work out his fear. For he was sure he felt his scar twinge, and that only happened when Lord Voldemort was alive, but how?
It was getting closer to sunset and Harry, Hermione, and Kingsley were standing out in the yard waiting to show the soon arriving guests to their seats. Gazing out over the rolling hills surrounding the Burrow, Harry couldn’t help but appreciate the beauty of it all and repeated the words Dumbledore had once uttered to him: “To the well organized mind, death is but the next great adventure.” He hoped Fred was in peace wherever he was, as a silent tear slid down his cheek. Harry looked back towards the drive as faint pops were heard and guests began forming a line in front of them.
Harry felt very awkward leading the first of the long queue to their seats. Less than a year ago, Harry was doing the same thing except for Bill and Fleur’s wedding. He remembered Fred talking about his future wedding and how he would never bother with dressing up; and now here he was, at his own funeral.
Harry knew quite a few of the guests and was able to greet them as he seated them. Hagrid was one of the first to arrive, greeting Harry with a rib-crushing hug, and, like the wedding, was placed in the back row on reinforced seats. Fleur apparated next to her parents and sister, having just got out of work, and took them to their seats. As they passed Gabrielle waved at Harry; waving back, Harry saw her blush. Harry turned to face the line again and found himself face to face with the Lovegoods.
“Hello Harry,” said Luna in her airy voice.
“Hey Luna,” replied Harry, taking in her brilliant blue robes and radish earrings. “It’s good to see you.”
“It’s good to see you too,” said Luna, staring off into the sky. “Oh, this will be a very blessed funeral. Look, the Winged Zonian Tularies are flying overhead.”
Harry looked up into the sky, following Luna’s outstretched hand and as usual, did not see anything. Her father, Xenophilius, however, pointed up along with Luna, making people behind them look into the sky trying to find what the Lovegoods were pointing at.
“Oh yes Luna,” exclaimed Xenophilius. “Zonians are said to make people feel smarter, luckier and blessed. This will be a consecrated funeral.”
Try to hide his grin; Harry led the Lovegoods to their seats. Coming back to the now smaller queue Harry had the displeasure of escorting Auntie Muriel to her seat.
“Hurry up boy, I’m one hundred and eight years old,” barked Auntie Muriel.
“Yes ma’am,” replied Harry, quickening his step.
“Why, I’ll be damned, if it isn’t Harry Potter,” said Muriel, looking up into Harry’s face for the first time. “So you really are a friend of Ronald’s, eh? I thought he had been boasting this whole time.”
“No, he wasn’t,” replied Harry in a bored voice.
After seating Muriel, Harry returned to the queue a few more times to escort the last of the Weasleys and friends to their chairs. After everybody was seated, Harry took his seat in the first row next to Hermione, Ginny and Mrs. Weasley. The chairs were all facing the sun, slowly setting behind the rolling hills. It was a beautiful evening and everything was tranquil, as though paying their last respects to Fred. Everyone was still, waiting for the funeral to start but not daring to utter a single word.
Then, just as the sun began disappearing behind the hills and the pink sky shown bright, music started playing from all corners of the Burrow, as if invisible speakers hung in midair. It was a slow song but neither sad nor happy; it was relieving. Harry listened to the music as Bill, Charlie, Percy, George, Ron, and Mr. Weasley carried Fred’s casket between the chairs to a stone table in front of the guests. There the six men set the casket down and stood back, staring at the casket; each one of them with silent tears streaming down their cheeks. At that moment, a wizard stepped up to the casket and tapped it once with his wand and said loud and clear,
Homenum Restio. Fred’s casket lifted into the air, as though pulled up by invisible strings, and was slowly lowered into the earth as the last rays of sunlight hid behind the hills. The wizard then turned to face and address the audience.
“Fred Weasley was an accomplished and great wizard,” began the man. “He is not only known for his magical abilities but also for his superior personality, even in the face of danger.”
Harry felt tears welling up in his eyes, felt his insides clench like a fist. He couldn’t hold it back any longer. Hot, fresh tears poured down his cheeks, dripping into his lap. He remembered meeting Fred on Platform Nine and Three-Quarters. Recalled Fred and George giving him the Marauder’s Map in his third year at Hogwarts. He relived Fred risking his life as he turned into Harry last August, and Fred’s last moments in Hogwarts, fighting for him, Harry.
Harry did not hear the rest of eulogy; he could not stand to listen. Instead he looked over the setting of the funeral, feeling blessed to have been loved by such a family and cursed by bringing death to that same loving family. He looked around at the other guests, all bowing their heads, and knew that there was not a dry eye to be found.
“…So as we look out across this ostentatious setting, remember Fred Weasley,” finished the wizard.
And with one last wave of his wand, fresh dirt covered the casket, a headstone was placed on the mound of dirt, and ferns grew up from the ground. Then one by one, all the guests filed past the grave, wishing the Weasley family their sympathies and kissing the tombstone, which bore Fred’s name.
Harry gave each Weasley an emotional hug filled with tears and words of mourning and then passed over to the tombstone. Harry knelt down besides the tombstone and whispered so that nobody could hear.
“Thank you for everything you’ve done Fred. I would have never survived if you were not in my life. I’ll be seeing you…”
And with that, Harry straightened up and began walking towards the back row of seats and waited for the ceremony to be over. After the last guest paid their respects to the family, everyone either slowly left or talked to the family. Harry was trying to seek out Ron in the crowd of people when Ginny pulled Harry into the barn.
Ginny looked into Harry’s eyes and Harry could see the heartache and love within the depths of brown. He could not bear to tell her what he had to say but knew he had to. So taking a deep breath, he opened his mouth to talk. But Ginny placed a finger up to his lips and he closed his mouth.
“I know what you have to tell me,” began Ginny in a heartbroken voice. “And I understand that there is no more room for me in your heart. But I want you to know that I will always love you.”
Ginny’s eyes filled with tears and rested her head on Harry’s chest, listening to the heart that was once filled with love but was now filled with solitude.
“I wish it didn’t have to be this way,” whispered Harry, barely audible, even in the silent barn.
He pulled his hands slowly through Ginny’s hair and she sobbed into his chest. After a few minutes, Ginny pulled her head off of Harry’s chest and looked him in the eyes again, trying to say something but failing each time. Recognizing defeat, Ginny took one last deep breath, one last look into Harry’s eyes, turned and walked out of the barn.
Harry stared after her, listening to his heart pound against his rib cage. But he must ignore his hearts longing to make things better. He did not belong with Ginny; he did not belong with anyone. Harry slowly followed Ginny’s path out of the barn and stood alone in the dark yard. Everyone else had moved into the kitchen and sitting room. Harry could see Ron, Hermione and all the Weasleys through the window of the kitchen. Debating whether or not he should go into the kitchen, Harry looked up at the stars now overhead. They twinkled down at him, reminding him of the twinkle he once saw in Dumbledore’s eyes. Harry stared long and hard at those stars, making up his mind, looked down towards the Burrow. With one last look Harry turned around and began walking away, towards the town. The kitchen door opened and Ron and Hermione came running out trying to catch Harry.
“Harry!” shouted Ron. “Don’t go Harry!”
“Come back Harry!” screamed Hermione. “Don’t go, please!”
Harry turned to face his two best friends, running at him, begging him to stay with them. He took in one last look and turned on the spot, disappearing from view. Ron and Hermione stopped running, staring at the spot where Harry disapparated. After a few minutes of staring at the spot where Harry last stood, they walked back to the Burrow, hoping that they would see Harry on September 1st, if not sooner.